The Speech

I think I'm the only idiot who can relate to this:

CHK: I thought about it over and over again yesterday...It was that you and my dad couldn't trust me.
(pause)
CHK: I loved you so much.
(dramatic pause again)
CHK: But you couldn't trust me, so...
(wait for it, here comes the best part)
CHK: It's not that I couldn't trust you. I couldn't trust myself. When I told you that I loved you, I had to ignore what my friends and my family would think. To come up with that decision and act upon it...It was really hard for me.
CHK: Go Eun Chan, you know...I need someone who trusts me.
(waterworks galore)
CHK: Even if the rest of the world says I'm worthless, I need someone who says,
"Choi Han Kyul hasn't had a chance, Choi Han Kyul does what he says he's going to do, what he wants to do in life, but he can do it if he puts his heart to it."
CHK: I need someone who trusts me like that. Not someone like you, who deceives even in love, calculating whether or not they'll be found out.